1 month to go!!

Today is April 23, which means exactly one month from today Paul and I will be getting married!!! With the dress fitting and hair trial this week it's really starting to sink in that I'm really getting married and I'm getting really excited! I went for my second dress fitting Tuesday night. I absolutely love my dress and after seeing it with the bustle I love it even more! They are having to let it out some at the top because it was really squeezing me around the ribs and it was a little hard to breathe. Apparently I have gained a little weight since we bought the dress back in November. :( I was a little upset about them having to let it out. I've always been really sensitive about my weight, especially lately with the wedding coming up, but them having to let the dress out didn't upset me as much as I thought it would. I would love to lose about 20 pounds, but at this point it's too late to lose it before the wedding, so I'm just not going to worry about it. I had a little meltdown the other week about my weight and my wonderful soon to be husband ever so sweetly reminded me that he is not marrying me because of how much I weigh! How sweet is that?! I am so lucky to have found Paul! He is so supportive and encouraging when I am down about something. He has never once made me feel stupid for being upset about something as silly as my weight or anything else equally as silly that I should not really be worrying about. He can always tell when something is bothering me, even when I try to deny it, and always tries his hardest to cheer me up. No matter how down I may be about something he always manages to make me smile! I truly believe that he is who God put on this earth to be my husband and I have no doubt that we have many many years of happiness ahead of us!